like yours.

Dear God,
I dont want to guess and I dont want to assume. I just want to know the truth. I dont want to be kept in the dark. I dont want signs to point me in no direction at all. I just want to know if there is something out there worth for me to hold on to.
Love,
Danielle.

so these few days, my friends are going through a rough patch. and i pray that things get better. i hope things start looking up for them. there are alot of things i want. alot of things that i do want to make sure its still here. friendships. and relationships. amends have been made. old friends rose from the grave. and yet, i still find myself missing those who have left this world.

i have a phone that is not working. and the only time to get a new one is exactly one year away. this is where i find myself, saving up every single cent. alot of things to do in the next year to come. Bangkok-ing with friends. waxing with friend. and now i have to afford a new phone because my space button is beyond spoiled and being the text junkie that i am, this is a huge problem.

someone's brithday is in march. and its his 21st. and, i dont know what i should do. and considering that i might be in Bangkok on that day. saddens me. lets just hope that i can find something suitable.

got a gift from him, it was funny but i think he gave it alot of thought. unlike me. just take one book of the shelf. then kena scold. knn.

i hate the ups and downs of life.
but you have to accept it.
even if time when you hate your own skin.
you just have to live with it.

you just know it when you feel it.